done. Potty trained Oscar.
done (well in one week). Nursing Felix.
That third done is a little premature but I tell you there is not a thing in the world I'm more grateful for right now-have my body to myself. I tell you. I even thought about getting pregnant again hoping my milk would go away and I'd be forced to stop nursing but then I remembered that would just take longer to get my body back. At the same time I've never felt more blessed then to be able to nurse my kid for a year. I've known what it feels like to not be able to nurse your kid for one day and that wasn't the greatest feeling mainly because of the judgement calls that come from people who don't even know you. Not fun. But now I totally understand why people don't want to nurse their kids because there have been many days that I've wanted to quit and it can really put you through hello (minus the o). So I get it. Hey you had the kid right isn't that enough?! Do what you want. Anyway, I do feel blessed to have made it this long but that blessed feeling is fading quickly and I'm just plain old tired.
moving on. life is good. we're loving third year of med school. conference was awesome and I'm glad they never specifically mentioned pinterest-so my addition will continue. i think they'll need to put a 12-step together for me if i'm ever going to get over that addiction. oh ya. and we have another chef in the family.









